07.25.06
The Blahs
So, here it is. I’m actually using a blogging software, even though I’ve been blogging since last year sometime. I don’t know how all this is going to work out. It’s a little more complicated than I expected. Ah, I’ll figure it out, I’m sure.
I’m feeling really sluggish today. I hate that feeling. Didn’t feel that hot yesterday, either. I know I’m not sick (knock on wood), but I just feel so tired and, well, blah. I think maybe I have cabin fever. I don’t know if cabin fever would make me feel so tired, though. This sounds familiar, didn’t I say this in a blog a few months ago? Interesting. Spending too much time alone and not seeing enough of my friends is easy to do when you work at home, but it’s certainly not healthy. Another thing is that I haven’t been painting enough lately. I get something started and then I never finish it. I’m looking around my studio and I see a lot of unfinished work, which is not good, but again, I feel so drained that I don’t even feel like painting. I know that if I just pick up the brush I’ll feel a hundred times better, but it’s not easy to get started for some reason. (Insert big pathetic sigh here).
Wow. You know what’s funny? I think seeing myself type this sad, pathetic blogĀ has actually been motivating. I’ve re-read what I have so far and it just looks so badĀ (and not at all like me, I might add). Suddenly working sounds like a good idea. That’s pretty crazy how sometimes it just takes looking at your thoughts from a third-party perspective to gain clarity on a situation. Nice. Well, time to get to work I suppose.
Dennis said,
July 26, 2006 at 8:14 am
That always hapened to me when I worked days but not so much anymore than I’m on 2nd shift. I only see 4 hours of day light.
I think it natural, when the days start getting shorter, your suppose to slow down and put on the poundage for the winter. Your coat will start getting thicker too. Ha! Ha!
I guess you could go with it and get “fat” !!
So Decide, Do I put it on my hipps or use this feeling to put the weight in my wallet. Injoy the dog days!
Have Fun!!
Dennis